I LOST 6 POUNDS!!!!!!!!!

I'm so excited to announce I've lost six pounds since last Friday! I can tell you I've cut calories and worked my butt off the past week to lose that six pounds.
So this is what I've loss so far....


Isn't that gross??? ugh....


So I thought I would post some of my favorite breakfasts, lunches/dinners, and desserts that have helped me obtain this goal so far....



Here is just a few things that are my favorite low calorie things...but now days you wouldn't believe all the things they have out there. Food is a big role in losing weight but the biggest factor is the exercising and I will definitely go over what I do daily once I get a routine down. I can tell you though I've been exercising 2-3 hours a day...which is a TON!!! I have no life :)
Or I'm just extremely motivated to be at my ideal weight for my wedding day!!!

Summer is almost here!!!

I'm so ready for the summer to be here. School will be over for most of my friends graduating so that means they are all moving back. Tons of weddings going on. Our wedding showers will be coming up. I'm planning a girls camping and canoeing trip. Road trips. Oh and so much more!!!

This coming month alone is going to be packed and I can't wait!!! Yay!!! Anywho, I'm so proud of myself...I've been sticking to my diet and working out 2-3 hours a day. Have to thank my new best work out partner Masara. She's exactly what I needed...someone that is hardcore and will motivate me to go every day. I love exercising though...I feel so good when I'm done. Usually I just come home after work and make a huge dinner for me and James and then we sit and watch tv all evening.

So I've lost 4 pounds since last Friday...and I can't wait to see how much weight I've lost this coming Friday...we'll see if all my hard work has paid off :) . Well anyways I think I'm gonna go to sleep since I have another busy day ahead. Night ya'll!!!!!!!!

Wedding Stress

I would say probably I have a melt down like once a month about wedding stuff. However, they are becoming more frequent. I've been thinking about all the stuff that we have left to pay for and then all the things we have left to do. I do think I'm on track as far as getting stuff done but as it gets closer there is more and more stuff that has to be done. I know it'll all get done but sometimes it can be overwhelming thinking about it all. I just want everything to be perfect and its one of the most important days of my life and one of those things I'll always remember.

There are just things that I cannot control and I have to tell myself to breath...haha! There are always family tensions and then you have people that you depend on and they don't come through. It can make the nicest girl turn into bridezilla. :)

The thing I'm most stressed about right now is the actual time the wedding is starting. I really wish we could push it later in the day but I really have NO choice right now. The chapel is completely booked all other times and the church doesn't allow anything to go on past 5 p.m. I really just need to let it go though...it's NOT that big of deal and I'm stressing over NOTHING!

Anyways, I did walk 6 miles today at Lake Fayetteville so at least I got to sweat out some of that stress!!!

We got them!!!

We got our wedding bands today!!!
There is no backing out now...haha


Here is what I picked out


and what James picked out


Its fun picking out anything with diamonds :) haha

Wow I'm so tired tonight. Thankfully I finished the scrap booking project I've been working on with my friend from work tonight. I'm so happy with the outcome. We did a great job if I do say so myself!!!

Other then that I've gotten a million phone calls and text messages over wedding plans. My maid of honor is planning a fabulous shower here in Fayetteville and she emailed me tonight showing me a picture of my cake...

How awesome is this???

I'm so thankful for all my friends and family who have been helping me and James out with all the wedding stuff. It has been so stressful and its not going to get any easier any time soon. I just don't know how these girls plan and get married in like 2-3 months. CRAZY to me but I'm a perfectionist so that's my problem. The whole looking for a place to live and moving process is stress alone...especially since we really have no clue on what our future income will be once James starts school in the fall again. Oh well I know it'll all fall into place!

So tomorrow is food day at work and I'm super excited to make my famous double chocolate brownies and pigs in a blanket...mmmm....can't get any better then that! Oh and I won't be posting my brownie recipe...secret recipe :)



The Bachelor Pad...

So my brother gave me full reigns to decorate his living room and it has been so much fun!!! I could never major in interior design or anything but I do love decorating and coming up with ideas on my own. I've been thinking what I could do though for my brother...most of his house is filled with red...and I like that color BUT its been so over used lately that I wanted to see something fresh and new...so here are some items that I've picked out...



Hamptons Retreat

















I hope he is happy with the out come!!! I'll have to take pictures and post when its all done. Anyways, I'm so tired tonight. I was sick all weekend and called in work sick yesterday even. Tonight, I worked on a wedding scrapbook with a friend. Makes me really want to get back into it but I really don't have the funds to get into it right now.

Me and James have been browsing houses/apartments lately and I'm getting excited about moving and being married. Thankfully, with the economy being the way it is renting has become a lot cheaper then it was a year ago.

Well that's it for tonight...this sleepy girl is going to bed.

Easter and wedding stuff...





I have been meaning to post these Easter pictures but just now getting to it. I wish I got a better picture of my dress...it was cute but too many people around at church to get a better picture. I also love how it looks like I'm strangling James...haha. Oh and I had to post my last Easter basket from my mommy :( . Very me though...all PINK!!!

So I have no idea if you guys saw my wedding cake me and mom Jenny decided on...its on the side but I never really talked about it. Here it is...



It's gonna be gorgeous!!!

So anyways...I looked all day for bridesmaids shoes and found nothing!!! I told Michelle my MOH to start looking for me but I think she is totally consumed with bridal shower planning. I keep telling myself...its ok I have 5 more months but dang its going so fast. Every time Friday rolls around I'm like "its Friday already?" haha thats how fast its going. I have a lot of stuff left to do for the wedding and I find myself getting into more and more projects. Like making little girl dresses to sell, getting ANOTHER part time job, helping a friend with scrapbooking project, and ect. I haven't even touched my invitations today that I NEED to be working on. Ugh

Oh and guess what ya'll!!!! Your not going to believe this BUT I'm actually going to try on wedding dresses this Saturday. Well ONE dress in particular...the "it" dress I'm hoping. Its everything I want but I don't know how it will look. Here it is...


Ohhh how I'm dreaming my big boobs will look fine in this dress. :)

Frustrated and bored...

I swear today has been the most boring day. My life feels boring right now even haha. I'm frustrated with myself as well. I got myself into invitation hell. I ate my weight in Easter candy tonight. I spent too much money this month already. I'm unmotivated to work out. Blahhh!!! Oh and I'm actually tearing up on this stupid Hills episode. I'm pathetic. I feel like I'm in a rut. This is going to be one of those random and talk about nothing in particular kind of postings.

It doesn't help when the weather for the past week has been COLD and RAINY. Or that 99.9% of your friends have moved away or in school and too busy to do anything with you. I miss having girl nights, college life, and hanging with the girls all day. My life consists of work and sleep...and lately a lot of pigging out to fill the emptiness. I sound like I'm depressed...huh??? Haha...I'm not at all. I just am missing my friends and I'm ready for them all to be back in the summer. I need a life.

I'm stuck in limbo. Not married but soon to be. Not single care free in college but not tied down married with children either. This has definitely been the most life changing period of my life. Getting married. Deciding what I want to do the rest of my life. Going from being in school to working full time. Becoming an adult!!!

So much is going on lately as well. Getting this wedding planned. Getting it paid for. Getting James back into school again and soon to be me as well. Trying to find a place to live soon. Still dealing with my fathers death. Anxious and worried about my brothers life. I'm trying not to worry about that because I know everything happens for a reason and God WILL take care of him but when he is hurting I am hurting. I want him to have the best life and meet the perfect christian woman and have the family he's always wanted. How could he let such an evil manipulative person in his life and in a instant change his whole life. I pray for this person for its the only way I can let it go and not hate her. She will never be happy in her life and she will always try to bring others down with her. This is why its heart wrenching to know that my brother could possibly be involved in her life for the rest of his life. Knowing this tears me up inside. She has no idea what harm she has done to my family and caused broken friendships. It saddens me that people believe this person...but at the same time there is nothing I can do about it. In the end...I feel sorry for her.

Ok, enough about that. So I swear we're having an epidemic of pregnant and engaged woman at work. Kinda strange. If you don't want to be either of those you better shy away from JB Hun'ts CDP floor. Haha! OH and can I say...I'm so freaking sick of all these people getting engaged lately and all after me and ALL getting married before me. I swear me and James must be having the longest known engagement. Psh oh well...such is life. I tend to be always be behind.

Ok well if your still reading this you must be as bored as I was writing this. I need to go to bed. I have to get up at 3 a.m. to do a paper route. Oh and I can promise you me and James have to be the most hard working couple I've ever know. I don't think I know anyone that has worked as hard as us to pay for their own wedding...and when I say us...I mostly mean James...because he works way harder then I do. Thank God for him. I love you James!!! I'm so lucky to have such a hard working man and future husband. I can't stand to see these married so called men who don't work and still depend on mommy and daddy to pay for all their bills. Pathetic!

Please pray for me...

What a night...
My heart is torn tonight with family burdens. Its sad that you have to get lawyers to pay for your own fathers head stone because his own brother and sister stole all his assets because they are greedy. Its sad that you have to get lawyers to be able to see your own child. Why are people so evil and mean in this world??? I don't understand. It's hurtful when your only trying to do the right thing and you still get knocked down and falsely accused. The only thing I can tell myself tonight is that God is in control. Trust in Him. He never fails! I'm not going to let anyone steal my joy. I will continue to pray for those who hurt me. No matter what they try to do or say about me I will be ok for God is on my side. How can I lose with Him on my side??? I can't!!! :)
Praise God

Saturday is car day....

Things are falling into place nicely. I have the BEST moh EVER!!! I've finally gotten all my addresses and names ready for the first shower. Michelle is definitely planning an awesome shower and I'm so glad I don't have to do ANYTHING...haha! With the wedding stuff...I have my hands full. As it becomes closer and closer I have more and more stuff to do. I have no idea how these girls who have like 3 or 4 months to plan do it all in that time frame. Crazy!!! But anyways...I'm super excited about the shower in Fayetteville. I'll probably be more nervous at the 2 showers in Nashville...just because I won't know most of the people that come...and opening gifts from people you don't know is awkward!!!

So tomorrow is Easter and my moms birthday!!! I think after church we'll go to my grandparents and make a big Easter dinner. I will be the one cooking though this time! Yay! I just love cooking...I should of went to cooking school. Haha... My cousin Veronica is at a cooking school in Korea as I type! I should of had her do the catering for the wedding...lol!

Ok, well thats all I have to say this morning...pretty boring Saturday. I'm getting my oil changed and going to clean the inside...eek. Its an all day project...if you only could see...

Rain Rain Go Away...

They don't call it April showers for nothing...I'm getting tired of the rain though. Yesterday was awesome...warm and sunny but not too hot. Anywho, last night I worked an hour or so on my invitations. A very long ways from being done but a tiny step closer. Today has been kind of slow at work so I've been looking for wedding centerpiece ideas. I already know what I want for the most part but here are some things I found I love and that will be similar to what will be at our reception...


Our reception flowers will include lots of roses, tulips, and hydrangeas. It'll be all white though with a few pink accents. My colors are pink and brown but I'm not a huge fan of color coordinating EVERYTHING from flowers to napkins. I like simple, classy, and elegance.


I've redone the budget for the reception and I cut it almost in half which I'm very happy about. That means that much more we can spend on new furniture or something to go towards our new home. I think I'm way more excited to decorate our house then to get married...haha.

So tonight I'm making chicken pot pie. I'm making double though since my grandma had a heart cath done today and I thought I would make my grandparents dinner as well. Plus everyone loves my chicken pot pie :) . Again, I've posted this recipe on here before...but here it is for the 2nd time...


Chicken and Biscuit Pot Pie Recipe
*courtesy of Ellie Krieger


Ingredients
For the Filling:

cooking spray
3/4 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
1 1/2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into 1/2-inch chunks
4 teaspoons olive oil
1 medium onion, chopped
2 celery stalks, chopped
2 medium carrots, chopped
2 medium potatoes, diced and already boiled
2 cloves garlic, minced
1 1/2 cups of lowfat milk
1/4 cup all-purpose flour
1 cup low-sodium chicken broth
1 1/2 tablespoons fresh thyme leaves

For the biscuit crust:

1/2 cup whole-wheat flour
1/2 cup all-purpose flour
3/4 teaspoon baking powder
1/4 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon salt
3 tablespoons cold unsalted butter, cut into small pieces
2 tablespoons canola oil
1/2 cup lowfat buttermilk

DirectionsTo make the filling: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Spray a large shallow casserole dish, or 6 individual ramekins.Season the chicken with 1/4 teaspoon each salt and pepper. In a large nonstick skillet, heat 2 teaspoons of the oil over a medium-high heat. Add the chicken to the pan and cook for 5 minutes, stirring occasionally. Transfer the chicken with its juices to a bowl.Add 2 more teaspoons of oil to the same pan and heat it over a medium-high heat. Add the onions, carrots, and celery and cook until the vegetables begin to soften, about 3 minutes. Add the potatoes, garlic and remaining salt and pepper and cook for 2 more minutes. Add the milk. Stir the flour into the broth until it is completely dissolved and add to the pan. Cook, stirring, until the mixture comes to a boil. Reduce the heat to medium-low and cook for 2 minutes more. Return the chicken with its juices back to the pan. Add the thyme and stir to combine. Season with salt and pepper, to taste. Spoon the mixture into the baking dish or ramekins.

To make crust: Put the whole-wheat flour, baking powder, baking soda and salt into a food processor and pulse for a few times to combine. Add the butter and pulse about 12 times, or until pebble sized pieces are formed.Add the buttermilk then oil to the food processor and pulsa until moistened. Do not over mix. Drop the batter out slightly. Bake until filling is bubbling and the biscuit topping is golden brown, about 20 minutes.


Prep Time: 25 min
Inactive Prep Time: 20 min
Cook Time: 20 min
Serves 6

Nutritional analysis per serving:

Calories 400
Total Fat 14g
Sat Fat 5.7g
Mono Fat 7.7g
Poly Fat 2.7g
Protein 31g
Carb 31g
Fiber 5g
Cholesterol 82mg
Sodium 600mg

What I made last night...

So I decided to try out some new recipes this week...all from Kelly's Korner. So here is what I made first!!! James loved it but I think next time I would change a couple of things. That's what makes a real cook...taking some else's recipe and doing your own version that fits you and your family. I just love trying new things though! :)

Chicken Breast Supreme
Ingredients:


4 chicken breasts
4-8 strips of bacon
16 oz sour cream
1 can of cream of mushroom soup
1 can of sliced mushrooms
1 jar of dried beef (this is found near tuna or spam)


Wrap the chicken in bacon and put in pan




Mix up all the other ingredients. Tear up the dried beef into small pieces (this is what gives the meal the real flavor)



Pour mixture over chicken and bake at 350 for 1 1/2 hours

Tag

The Game of Tag about your MAN:


1. Who is your man? James
2. How long have you been together? Almost 2 wonderful years...
3. How long did you date? We dated for about 1 and half years and then have been engaged for over 6 months.
4. How old is your man? He's 22
5. Who eats more? I think I can safely say James does.
6. Who said "I love you" first? He did...and it totally caught me off guard. While we were in the car going to a Halloween party.
7. Who is taller? Ha James would like to think we are the same height but I think Ms. Mary is an inch taller.
8. Who sings better? Idk...I am not much of a singer (only when I'm by myself) so I'll give it to James.
9. Who is smarter? Definitely James!
10. Whose temper is worse? Ummm.......probably James...haha...sorry baby doll!!!
11. Who does the laundry? Ha, well even though we don't live together I do James often...but my mom still does mine most of the time...I know...terrible.
12. Who takes out the garbage? Not me :) !!!
13. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? Umm...I sleep with Sophie...and she sleeps on the left and I sleep on the right...haha.
14. Who pays the bills? Its split right now...but I am the one that manages the money mostly right now.
15. Who is better with the computer? James...for sure after spending 30 minutes last night trying to figure out how to load a freaking font on my computer and having to call James.
16. Who mows the lawn? Um the lawn mower guy...haha
17. Who cooks dinner? Me - always me!
18. Who drives when you are together? James - he thinks I can't drive
19. Who pays when you go out? Whoever pulls out their cards first.
20. Who is most stubborn? I would say James - he would probably say me!
21. Who is the first to admit when they are wrong? I'm thinking me. I don't like fighting so I always apologize first.
22. Whose parents do you see the most? My family is closer so we see them more but we try to visit Nashville as often as possible.
23. Who kissed who first? He kissed me!
24. Who asked who out? Definitely James...I wouldn't have the guts!
25. Who proposed? Of course James did!
26. Who is more sensitive? I would say James...haha...he's gonna kill me for saying that.
27. Who has more friends? Me - but don't girls usually have more friends?
28. Who has more siblings? James because he has 1 full brother and 3 step brothers and then 1 full sister and 1 step sister. I only have my booby :)
29. Who wears the pants in the family? I like to think that maybe I do - but I'm really working on being the good submissive soon to be wife I should be.

Ok so I have another budget buster for those girls out there like me who have curly coarse unmanageable hair. I know how everyone LOVES chi's and blah blah blah...well I have to say that I bought this straightener 5 years ago and it was the greatest thing I had ever found. I bought it at Wal-Mart for $25 and well it finally went out on me and I bought a new one...which is better then the 1st. So instead of spending over $100 on a chi I spent $25 on something I vow to be 100% better. Promise you this!!!! So try the Remington Wet 2 Dry

Buried in invitations and I finally did it....



Well there are some sneaky peeky's!!! I finally finished printing off all the invitations and inserts and now I have to cut that huge stack of papers. I told James there is no backing out now...because too much time has all ready gone into this project.

Not only do I have to cut them but I have to emboss them ALL. Those 2 swirly's you see above are hand done...so you can imagine how long it will take me.

While I worked on the invitations today I actually did something I never thought I would do. I watched Twilight!!! Can you believe it??? Me either.
It wasn't bad. Not something I'd watch again either.
There you have it.

Shopping and working on invitations...

Today was a pretty good Saturday. I went shopping with my mom and got some cute stuff plus my Easter dress that I'm totally pumped about finding on sale. Here are some things I got...


I got this dress in navy blue. Its a lot longer on me then this model which is surprising considering I'm so tall!!! Totally cute though!

Blue shorts that were on sale at Old Navy :) $15 woo woo!!!
White cami with a cute cut out back. $12 at Old Navy

Gold Sandals from Old Navy as well. $10

Another pair of sandals but these are from Wal-Mart for $10.

I couldn't find my Easter dress I bought today online so maybe next week I'll get a picture wearing it. It's cute though and I had a coupon so it was originally $65 and I got it for $20. I did pretty good on savings today :) . Yay for me!!!

I also went tanning at Posh and I tried out these new high pressure beds today. Supposedly you'll get your base tan in 2-3 sessions. So we'll see if its true...it better for the price it costs to tan in these beds. The bed itself though is awesome it has like 4 levels of face tanners, mp3 hook up, voice activated, water misting, air conditioning...should I go on??? Haha... Take a look at these though...
Pretty cool looking huh??? Cancer at its finest.

I also got started on my invitations tonight and I can't wait to see the end product!!! They are going to be awesome!!! I won't finish them any time soon though...fyi. Oh and as far as the whole calligraphy thing...well wouldn't you know my own mother does it. So guess who is gonna do it for her only daughter??? Lol Yay for my mommy!!!

TGIF

So yay for it being Friday!!! Thankfully, the weather is warmer and its a beautifully sunny day. If only I wasn't so tired. I feel like I haven't slept in a week. I'm that kind of person that has to get like 10 hours of sleep a night or I can't function. This week I've been getting about 5 hours on average. So I can't tell you enough how tired I am.

Anyways, my next topic to blog about today is going to be about my hair. Haha...I know! But anyways, I go through shampoo like no other...mainly because I have so much hair and also because I take like 2 showers a day. I usually get my shampoo at the salon and spend like $30 every other month. That adds up...that's $180 a year. Not only does it cost a small fortune but I usually have to trade off every other month because it tends to eventually leave my hair dull looking. Well girls...I have finally found the shampoo that not only is cheap but is the greatest shampoo I've ever had...and I've been using it probably 4 months now. I saw it on GMA a while back and they said it was just as good as a salon shampoo so I had to try it. You ask what it is??? Well I'm happy to announce you can get it at Wal-Mart for $1.50 and its....


SUAVE PROFESSIONALS




So buying this is now saving me $171!!!!! Yes, that's a HUGE savings!!! The funny thing is now I have James using it and he loves it just as much as me...the other day he's like..."I love that shampoo you bought me"...haha so I know it has to be good for him to even notice and then to say something about it.
Ok, enough about my hair. So back to my invitations. I really want to have calligraphy done for the addressing part. I just don't know if I have the talent to do it. I have great hand writing but this is a whole other ball park. I found someone on Etsy to do it for $1 an envelope. That's actually a really good deal if you think about it. I just don't know if I want to spend that much money on something so small. I think I'm going to buy a calligraphy pen this weekend and see if I can do it myself. It doesn't have to be PERFECT but I want it to look good.
I still need to go wedding dress shopping...oh I know I know...I've been putting it off. I really am just tempted to order the dress I found online. Its my dream dress and I know I'll like it. I really don't want to go to a bridal shop and try on ugly plus size dresses that they put the fat girls in. I don't need to feel any worse then I already do about my weight. I think if I can just lose a size I'll feel so much better...but I just gotta get there...eek!!!
I'm so freaking excited right now!!! I can't wait to go to dinner and catch up with my friend McKenna tonight!!! Love that girl!!!!
Hope ya'll have a great Friday!!!

DOING GREAT!!!

Well I can't believe it but I've actually worked out every day this week so far...one day to go...I'll be so happy if I make it a whole work week exercising! My goal is to work out 5 days a week. I'm still doing good on my diet as well. I'm just so determined this time around and I can't wait to have my "after" photos some day!!!! :)

Well work is basically all I do now...that and exercise...haha. So not a whole lot to talk about. Tonight, I do have my bible study with Rachel. Tomorrow, I'm going to dinner with my good friend and bridesmaid McKenna...can't wait for that...she's been in Little Rock for med school so I don't get to see her as often as I'd like. James will be out of town till Sunday on a business trip...I was going to go but I just can't imagine spending half my weekend gone when I have so much to do here. My car has some tlc that needs to be done. I need to go shopping for an Easter dress. I have some wedding stuff to do. Oh and so much more!

I am just so happy right now btw!!! I have the joy of the Lord in my heart!!! There are so many things that can get us down with the economy and just life in general. We can't worry about it though but have faith in God and trust that He will take care of us. It's hard not to carry the stress of the world on our shoulders...but the great thing is that we don't have to!!! We can give it all to God!!! So I hope all of ya'll have the joy of the Lord in your heart as well!!! There is nothing better or more satisfying!!! :)